Friday, September 12, 2008

First Entry

Let me start this off on a positive note...Welcome to my new blog! That is probably the only positive thing that you will get out of this note, because I tend to be very pessimistic (as my friends well know), so this blog may just turn into my ranting page.

Ahh.. a brand new school year. I am just over a week into my Junior year...I cant believe it. Im a junior now. Wow, life flies by so fast. Pretty soon it will be off to college and onto life. But now Im getting ahead of myself. So my first week of school has been pretty routine. Find my locker, my classes, all that good stuff. The great thing about the new school year is reconnecting with old friends whom you've neglected over the summer. The only other thing that I can think of is the new connections that you begin to make...the kind that go past friendship. I think I may be starting to find one of those now. I guess Ill just have to wait and see.

One thing that can always be associated with school...the five letter word that some people thrive on, and others wilt beneath...DRAMA. Boy drama, girl drama, friend drama, general drama. Drama will make you or break you...it will ruin friendships, and break hearts. And yet, we are all guilty of starting it, spreading it, and falling prey to its grasp. And, as usual, I have fallen into its clutches, and I see no apparent way out. Lets just say that there is a certain person (Some of you know who I mean), and shes just bothers the life out of me. She treats me like Im her worst enemy, and yet I cant recall doing anything to her that would make her like this. I just want to take her big head and pop it like the zits that she has all over her ugly face >(.

Besides this drama (which I must says is RETARTED, ) I have to admit that the beginning of the year has gotten of to a pretty decent start. Wait...I just remember the major road block that stands between me and my happiness; it goes by the name of pre-calculus. I hate math. I hate it with a passion. Especially when the flippin test is so flippin hard that more than half the class fails. So heres the problem.
Me + 85 in math = Winter track ;)
Me + pre-calc = Failure = No winter track >(
So that's my dilemma for the time being. I guess Ill muddle my way through and hopefully see the light at the end of the radical...yea I get it I'm not funny.

On a more positive note, I wrote a little poem (not very well written I might add).
I guess you could call it a contract, or just a little something to try and follow.
Here's to a year,
Good times, no fights
Everyone unites.
Making memories,
expressing the pain
going INSANE!
going against the grain.
Loving each other
and each one another
to happiness,
and love,
the white peace dove
Striving for better
Taking the fall
Rising to the top
We ARE worth it all.

Remember those words. They might come in handy sometime.
Thanks for reading my first ever post. Your insight is appreciated

xoxo,
Rebecca

3 comments:

jasmine kaitlyn said...

hahah i who your talking aboutt and high school is full of drama you cant really aviod it. and remember some people just dont like you you cant worry about it its whateverr its their lose. that they didnt take the time to actually get to know you because thats what you have to do with your type of personality haha i learned that last year. and your smart enough to pass pre-calc and if your mom still doesnt allow you ill talk to her :]

Alex Zurhorst said...

welcome to the wonderful blogging world!!!

i cant wait to read more =P

and relax, take the year with ease, don't look too far into the future to where you're not paying attention to the "now" and trip and fall

=]

Margaret Mary said...

hey rebecca tee-hee...dont worry drama comes and goes but i understand it gets tough especially the drama that went down last year!!

Love you!
sincerelyy your bestie!